1. |
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04/20/2024
"No Lives Matter"
D# B F# C#
Verse 1:
Yeah, I wake up feeling the dread
Turning my head
Wish I was dead
Up on my knees
Turned on the TV
I cannot believe what the horrors I see
From ISIS to the Presidential Thesis
All these murdering sprees
Blocked up highways
Polluted skyways
Build up these walls
Watching school kids bleed
Plant these seeds
of misdeeds
Bury the
hypocrisy
Take control
Kill the soul
They don’t know
truth untold
Praise to God
to what we believe
Aim the guns
into the mouths we feed
Destroy the spirit from within
Kill the love, so hate begins
Chorus:
It is hard
to believe
that we enter
World War III
Into the sun
when we're done
This world of ours
is all but one
London bridge is falling down,
Falling down
Statue of Liberty is crashing down
Ashes, ashes,
We all fall down
We all fall down
Verse 2:
Priests’ rapin’
The mind is vapin’
Divided nations,
Fake News persuasions,
Racial segregation,
A fucked up generation
History written
For a white American
Class ambitions
Getting fed by the Media
Hungry like a pedophilia
Stuff our faces with all the Micky D’s
Money don’t grow on trees
So we cheat and divorce
These systems which raised us into victims
Riding the penises of the Harvey
Weinsteins
Hooked up and choked up on the Po-po-po
Who killed Philando Castille?
We don’t know
The stock market crash and oil pipeline spills
with drones we killed
Hook:
Rockets, rockets,
Hear the sound!
No integration into immigration
Poverty stricken, sex addictions
It is American History X, Malcolm X,
The bigoted side effects
The voice of the voiceless
With throats parched of H20
Polar Bears and Penguins dying on the Arctic coast I know
Verse 3:
So many lies and lives lost to suicide
Cause there so depressed and upset
With the health care systems we just don’t get
And still got no more money to pay all these college bills
Only addicted to our devices and cheap thrills
Too much political jargon from the left and right
I think the end of us is in sight
And another thing?
What about Jacob Wetterling?
Should we kill all murderers and rapists and cut off their dingalings
All the sex, the biggest dick in Hollywood, the lies they cry,
Yet how can one not abide?
Stereotypes, is all a cry
Chorus:
Global warming, pipeline storming, whales mourning, nations warring, people whoring, computers sporing, banks controlling, society ignoring
Sex addiction, masturbation, racism, mysogny,
rioting, no deciding, devistation, frustration
Allegations, fighting nations
Killing ourselves like celebrities
Corona, should of warned ya
Cali burning, world turning
Digging our graves, can't be saved
Popping meds, going insane
Looking for fame, lost in shame
No more hope, just play the game
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5/13/2023
"A Testament to Insanity"
Fm Eb Db Eb
Verse 1:
I am not impressed
with how I dress
myself on a platter
I am not so normal
And times I act
Like a mad hatter
that has been battered
to long with bipolar disorder
I border on being sorted out
and mostly the later
Unintentionally insane
with not such a good mind frame
Too much negativity
flows within my veins
I swear I'm insane
I know with time
I can mend my soul
and eat the sadness whole
But the psychiatrist
cannot mend this wound
I want it gone by noon
It is true that I am blue
Who knew that pain ensues?
I know life is a we
not about me
But I just don't
feel free
And cannot escape
drowning in the sea
Chorus:
It is a lot of work
to sort out the hurt
that rest in my mind
There is some signs
of a better line
instead of dining on despair
that takes all my air
I have a hard time swaying
the pain away
So, at times I just bask
in which I lay
with a frown
Bound not found
and so, I
sunk and drown
Verse 2:
I often get lewd
in the nude
Often booed
for being a dude
that empties his laundry
on social media
The wall is filled
with appalling posts
But you have no idea
how I want someone
to free ya instead
of seeing you
bleed ya?
I tack this paper
or note on the wall
I call to my
spirit to stand tall
Instead of balling
and gnawing
on my gums
till they bleed
Though I tried to
train my thoughts
to think healthily
not rot into sadness
or madness unforgotten
I just end up whining
my problems away
constantly complain
to keep the bad thoughts at bay
I feel shot and out of control
So, behold this sham
I scam myself
full of junk
So much in a trunk
Chorus:
It is a lot of work
to sort out the hurt
that rest in my mind
There is some signs
of a better line
instead of dining on despair
that takes all my air
I have a hard time swaying
the pain away
So, at times I just bask
in which I lay
with a frown
Bound not found
and so, I
sunk and drown
Verse 3:
It is with a lock and no key
I am on my knees
asking to be free
I get queasy and needy
Especially when I
cannot save me from
the mental illness
I want that to be still
or permanently gone
It isn't wrong
to wish this
upon my soul
Can you read
this dictionary
I literally been on 30 meds
and the doc gives up
Saying I need to get
static electricity
to reset me up
But it isn't enough
and is a long drive
to get well
from hell
I don’t want a 45
minute appointment
cause it will just
take all of my energy
I just want a med
to save me
Instead of relying
on something
that will take forever
to get done
Just give me my med
so, I can put this disorder
and make it done
Chorus:
It is a lot of work
to sort out the hurt
that rest in my mind
There is some signs
of a better line
instead of dining on despair
that takes all my air
I have a hard time swaying
the pain away
So, at times I just bask
in which I lay
with a frown
Bound not found
and so, I
sunk and drown
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05/17/2023
"A Letter of Hope"
Gm Eb Bb F
Verse 1:
I had bipolar
for 14 years
Things are often dark
and not so clear
It is like you have been
stuck in the mud
swallowed whole
where you can't
move or nudge
your way out
No matter how loud you shout
No one hears you
You act like a fool
Screaming at the
top of your lungs
But pain ensues
It really is painful sometimes
When you are lonely and
caught in a vice
Things aren't nice
But here is my advice
No matter how chaotic your life gets
No matter how wretched and angry
you are, and when things don't let
Try to have faith
Don't break
and don't get to upset
Hey
Chorus:
You can't breathe
and sometimes you scream
You lose faith
and you plea
But you will see
that you'll be free
If you have hope
and believe
Verse 2:
I was there, wanted to hang by a rope
But my dad caught me and just said nope
So, I wrote this rap
and it's my hope
Truth is these things don’t show
the best of myself
For the most part I still
struggle and feel like I call for help
Having 8 hospitalizations
I have had many frustrations
So many elations
suicidal ideations
I cannot seem to figure it out
I have tried 30 meds
and in the end, they did help
but only for so long
The psyche says
I need static electricity to the brain
To help me from going insane
However, just play the game
say
Chorus:
You can't breathe
and sometimes you scream
You lose faith
and you plea
But you will see
that you'll be free
If you have hope
and believe
Verse 3:
I am clearly uninspired
and sadness is on the wire
I am always tired
my feelings mired
However, I wrote this poem
I just want this to be known
You are often shot cold
and getting old
Everywhere you turn
you feel low
I know you will
fall down
You will do it
round by round
But you got to have hope
and say you can cope
And try to look up
maybe there is a god
Pain is like a lightning rod
that can shock the system
But hope can alleviate
depressing symptoms
Don't play victim
Just try too winsome
Here is today
Control your breath
Say ay oh kay
Yay
Chorus:
You can't breathe
and sometimes you scream
You lose faith
and you plea
But you will see
that you'll be free
If you have hope
and believe
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11/26/2020
"Left Forgotten"
Em C D Em
Verse 1:
I am hurting inside
Why am I alive?
I can't explain
all this pain
I feel sad and down
I am lost not found
Dreading the night
While I'm blind in sight
Unable to mask the sorrow
I wish there is no tomorrow
Can you see the burden?
Can you feel uncertain?
Crawling in such misery
You are not free
Loneliness bites your soul
You forgot this hole
that buries in full
Where is your destiny?
You are the one and only
That is left forgotten
Always rotten
I ask forgiveness
I ask for my savior
I ask for enlightenment
My best behavior
Do you understand my desires?
Or is it something you admire?
I don't believe
You are such a liar
Chorus:
Free from guilt
Free from shame
Free from slavery
of being insane
There is no freedom
When you bask in hell
You want to yell
Free yourself from spells
Wishes that can't be granted
For your gifts are just so slanted
Together you ask for the spirit
But alone you always seem to fear it
Follow this
Verse 2:
There is a liar
I admire
Once believed
I'm the dream
See in me
lost at sea
Do not breathe
Ache for you
I am blue
In remorse
And unkind
I'm divorced
Deck of cards
It is dark
So just wait
Call me in
drown in sin
Bastard in the makin'
Am so shakin'
Wallows fear
Swallow tears
Want to steer
the only mirror
Tell to me
It's the end
It's your life
Cannot mend
Tell to you
I am freezin'
Inside I am wheezin'
In a meetin'
I am fleetin'
It is sleetin'
from the cold
It's myself
getting old
Frost bit
Head to toe
Blinded
Deafness
Oh, no
It was a dark day
A okay
Do you see I am
Not that way
Chorus:
Free from guilt
Free from shame
Free from slavery
of being insane
There is no freedom
When you bask in hell
You want to yell
Free yourself from spells
Wishes that can't be granted
For your gifts are just so slanted
Together you ask for the spirit
But alone you always seem to fear it
Follow this
Hook:
Why can't I get over this depression
The guilty is in session
Poke fun at me for failure
For that I shall not return
Play with words
Here I concur
Say no to the mental illness
I am not sure how to win this
Step 1 and two
I know how to tie my shoes
But here I recall
I am still blue
Lay in the darkness
Or crawl into the light
Here I scream
With all of my might
Back in the day
I was so pristine
May be even a bit mean
With no self esteem
I dream
Amongst the sheep
I hear you creep
Do not lead them in your sleep
Promise me that you will scream
when the fallen start to redeem
I contemplate my life
Why am I alive
Why can't I Just die?
Is it wrong to be sick in the head?
I have this dread
that I wish I was dead
I am miserable
unable to think it out loud
Pacing and wasting away
Here I am, alive
'but dead inside I say
It is not eerie
That I feel so dreary
I am an outcast
Mindless at best
I carry this burden
upon my chest
Life isn't okay
I just waste away
I stare into space
Or I endlessly pace
So conserve your energy
And sleep it all away
It is okay that you
aren't black or white
but only gray
Why am I alive?
I just don't know
I am dead inside
There is nothing there
Tomorrow is another day
I am sure it will be a okay
But this is all I got to say
End the pain
Feeling insane
There is a hole in my heart
Whether you are near or far apart
Is this god's test to be my very best
I stare into space
and blank out
I just don't care
to do anything else
Verse 3:
Draw a knife
Pull the trigger
See a gap
Wounds are bigger
It's mountains
Escapes sky
Seem to cry
I ain't right
Obsessed in bone
Forth the light
Cannot own
Trapped mania
Sapped depression
Sanity
Work in session
Worth to mention
Lost ascension
Your attention
In detention
Into the time of lies
Oh why
Do not say goodbye
I cry
Sick to the bone
In my home
Into the unknown
I’m alone
I am thrilled
For the ill
Chilled inside
From the pill
Stick to the song
Sing it strong
Not in wrong
Dejected and gone
In my hell
Under a spell
I do yell
Im not well
Theres no time
You are mine
I do whine
For were bind
Chorus:
Free from guilt
Free from shame
Free from slavery
of being insane
There is no freedom
When you bask in hell
You want to yell
Free yourself from spells
Wishes that can't be granted
For your gifts are just so slanted
Together you ask for the spirit
But alone you always seem to fear it
Follow this
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3/9/2024
"Dedication"
F C# G# D#
Verse:
I have made a decision
to change my life
Work so hard
and set my life right
I hope to bring passion
to the table
and enable this story
and remove the fables
I have turned the tides
to deliver good news
found my God
now I'm true
I believe in my gifts
I admit
My life is shifting
I'm making a rift
I'm moving away
from negativity
that left me a jarred
to set myself free
I have depression
But doing my best
Life's a session
I'm acing the test
Chorus:
There are times
that I fall
I crash and burn
and hit the wall
I break to pieces
and lose all hope
to the point
where I cannot cope
But something inside
keeps me alive
I keep my faith
and that I fight
So that’s a test
and you will see
I'll follow my dreams
and will succeed
Verse 2:
It is worth to mention
that I will find my place
Once I reach ascension
I will win the race
Once I reach my goals
The truth be told
I will have no limits
Before I get old
Now is the time
to show you what I got
I've delt the cards
It is worth a shot
Now it's time
to put down the knife
In spite the strife
I will reach new heights
I won't think twice
to do any less
It is time to forget
all the rest
It is time to aspire
for inspiration
Through dedication
and perspiration
Chorus:
There are times
that I fall
I crash and burn
and hit the wall
I break to pieces
and lose all hope
to the point
where I cannot cope
But something inside
keeps me alive
I keep my faith
and that I fight
So that’s a test
and you will see
I'll follow my dreams
and will succeed
Verse 3:
I may fall down
But I got to say
Time to move mountains
in any which way
I have my frustrations
but in spite
all my elations
time to set it right
I know I am tired
of feeling down
But I will turn this frown
right around
So just put a smile
upon my face
Tie my shoes
move not waste
There will be days
in which I derail
but sooner than not
I will tip the scales
I will set my mark
and aim it high
Shoot it center
at the bullseye
Chorus:
There are times
that I fall
I crash and burn
and hit the wall
I break to pieces
and lose all hope
to the point
where I cannot cope
But something inside
keeps me alive
I keep my faith
and that I fight
So that’s a test
and you will see
I'll follow my dreams
and will succeed
Verse 4:
My destiny is
right in front of me
So, hear my prayers
while on my knees
I won't hold my breath
I will succeed
Cause I have a Cree
and I now believe
My bipolar
it's a disease
but now in order
I can dream
I have my pain
I have my shame
But I won't hide
Till I find my fame
With some luck
I will collect the lottery
It will ease my mind
for that I achieved
The homing missile
is locked on target
I bet this game
My mate is checked
Chorus:
There are times
that I fall
I crash and burn
and hit the wall
I break to pieces
and lose all hope
to the point
where I cannot cope
But something inside
keeps me alive
I keep my faith
and that I fight
So thats a test
and you will see
I'll follow my dreams
and will succeed
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02/28/2024
"Wake Up"
Cm Ab Bb G
Verse 1:
Wake up and
tell me I am okay
I am tired of failing
I need a new way
There is a new time
that I am dealing with
I am depressed
because I have
not found success
I drown in my pain
and my sorrow
I am in vain
I have no power
I pour my soul
there is no hope
and no reason to live
I cannot cope
Chorus:
I want to sleep
the rest of my life
I no longer exist
so, give me the knife
I just see red
every single day
I am bloodshot
so, kill me today
Will you tell me
that I am right
Or will you shoot me
and leave me in site
I know you
will always lie
so, I will tell you
these goodbyes
Verse 2:
I am stuck
feeling shifty
and pain I cannot
rid in me
How do I pull
this thing off
I cannot breathe
Life's too tough
It isn't true
it's my destiny
I am crying
for that I bleed
Please send me a sign
that I will die
I am tired of feeling
down I sigh
Chorus:
I want to sleep
the rest of my life
I no longer exist
so, give me the knife
I just see red
every single day
I am bloodshot
so, kill me today
Will you tell me
that I'm right
Or will you shoot me
and leave in site
I know you
will always lie
so, I will tell you
these goodbyes
Verse 3:
Go to sleep
and drown in your sins
You are going to give up
and die within
I am upset
and cannot win
There is only shame
for that I sinned
So, take this rope
and use this gun
Pull it tight
and shoot me now
I close my eyes
and see reality
I am still alive
so that I see
Chorus:
I want to sleep
the rest of my life
I no longer exist
so, give me the knife
I just see red
every single day
I am bloodshot
so, kill me today
Will you tell me
that I'm right
Or will you shoot me
and leave in site
I know you
will always lie
so, I will tell you
these goodbyes
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03/02/2024
"Greatness"
Ab E B Gb
Verse 1:
There's a time
in which I lost my mind
But then inclined
I found a sign
It said turn
your cheek
and hit the road
You were so sad
time to live aboad
Can you have
your faith
and believe in god?
Or will you sulk
and live so fod?
No matter what
you will fall down
You may fall hard
that you'll
scream so loud
But I say this
just get back up
and give it your best
and just be tough
Truth be told
I swore, yo
Chorus:
I have my back
against the wall
But I believe
that if I stand tall
I will find my place
cause I believe
I've got my dreams
its history
Verse 2:
I have bipolar
it's diseased
but I won't let that
even try to stop me
There are many highs
and there are many lows
But I do know
that I still got to go
I just gotta keep on
and never give up
I'll keep on trucking,
and find some luck
What do I do
to eliminate the pain?
Do I give it up
and live in vain?
Or do I keep
believing in myself?
and ask god for
giving me some help?
Remember me
I am free
Chorus:
I have my back
against the wall
But I believe
that if I stand tall
I will find my place
cause I believe
I've got my dreams
its history
Verse 3:
I will be great
and find my place
Don't you see
I will win the race
I've walked the line
But I see the sign
I may behind
But I know I'm fine
I see my past
and I lived in vain
I had my demons
and I had my pain
If I see my present
with a good outlook
I do know
that hell has shook
No more will I die today
in my future I will bathe
So, I have my life's
success, I will lay
Chorus:
I have my back
against the wall
But I believe
that if I stand tall
I will find my place
cause I believe
I've got my dreams
its history
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4/13/2024
"Psychosis"
G Eb C D
Verse 1:
No matter how long I swim upwards
I am still stuck to the bottom
So I might as well sufficate
Its too late
I rather just be forgotten
I wish myself good luck to
tamper this ruckus
Tuck myself in a u shape
while I'm boiling in succus
I am always weeping
for such a long time
I'm prone to psychosis
I am really not doing fine
I don't do drugs
but I do like my meds
Push them down my throat
Better than shooting
myself with lead
I'm in my bed
Full of dread
better of dead
But here I'm alive instead
Can you end this I said
Chorus:
Oh well, at least
I accept myself
I just don't really care
everybody got their problems
everybody got their truth they bare
But my trauma is so big
that I cannot help from loathing
So jot this down
instead of doting or gloating
They're are real bad
Some upset my brother
But try not to bother
theses fakes news
cause we know it isn't always true
So my close friends
don't put your
policies on me
Don't run my life
Don't ask me please
Verse 2:
I often do
appointments remotely
cause sooner or later
the psychiatirst will show me
that I am just stupid
for not shocking my brain
Using static electricty
to change my mind frame
All I ask god is to
remove the shackles
so I can break free
instead of feeling tackled
The rumors are true
that I am not normal
I am so different
and not so formal
So draw these tears
upon my face
lace me up and
tie my waist
Cover my body
and let me bake
While I wait
for my fate
Instigate while
I begin to break
I say
Chorus:
Oh well, at least
I accept myself
I just don't really care
everybody got their problems
everybody got their truth they bare
But my trauma is so big
that I cannot help from loathing
So jot this down
instead of doting or gloating
They're are real bad
Some upset my brother
But try not to bother
theses fakes news
cause we know it isn't always true
So my close friends
don't put your
policies on me
Don't run my life
Don't ask me please
Verse 3:
I hope it will show
something better in sight
on all of my wrong doings
I am certain
that sooner than not
that the feelings
will stop hurting
So I end this
in a few words
You have already heard
how much I told my story
I just emphasis
to much of the weaknesses
that's the allegory
However maybe
with a enough of it
I will be so sick
and tired that
I will see my current
tide change
Their will be light
through the window pane
The sun will come
and set things right at night
So use this might
and fight for
what is right
I end this poem now
I say my thoughts I bow
Chorus:
Oh well, at least
I accept myself
I just don't really care
everybody got their problems
everybody got their truth they bare
But my trauma is so big
that I cannot help from loathing
So jot this down
instead of doting or gloating
They're are real bad
Some upset my brother
But try not to bother
theses fakes news
cause we know it isn't always true
So my close friends
don't put your
policies on me
Don't run my life
Don't ask me please
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3/15/2021
"Six Feet Below"
Abm E Gb Eb
Verse 1:
I hate that you bring me down
Will you break me accordingly
to the very next round
No more shame
No more pain
Scream my name
Let it rain
Poor your torment into me
And watch me bleed
I am empty inside
Why am I alive?
into me
Chorus:
I am buried six feet below
Without my breath, I would know
Dig into the graveyard of my life
Kill me now
It is so damn right
Where are you?
Why are you gone?
You left me alone
Where have I gone wrong?
Verse 2:
Time will tell
Release me from my hell
It is my fate
I cannot wait
I will die tomorrow
It’s the end of my sorrows
In my darkest day
Misery lays
In this hell
I do yell
From the top of my lungs
Can you hear me?
I do cry
Chorus:
I am buried six feet below
Without my breath, I would know
Dig into the graveyard of my life
Kill me now
It is so damn right
Where are you?
Why are you gone?
You left me alone
Where have I gone wrong?
Hook:
I am screaming for your time
Do you see the sign?
I undo my mind
Unwind with regret
To fret and to let
Out the darkness in sight
Where is the light?
Am I right that
You fight the pain
While your blood
is in vain
It stains your skin
From within
There is your sin
The day after today
Is the hell of tomorrow
You bring me death
and the ultimate sorrow
Devour feast
And to eat
Chorus [x3]:
I am buried six feet below
Without my breath, I would know
Dig into the graveyard of my life
Kill me now
It is so damn right
Where are you?
Why are you gone?
You left me alone
Where have I gone wrong?
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4/12/2024
"Devastation"
Bbm Ab Gb A
Verse 1:
In this lackluster life
I am under the knife
cause I cannot make a decision
while I wait in strife
I am just sick in the end
wish I was dead
and rather end it in dread
I just don't care anymore
life is just a chore
and I am a little too bored
I am caught in a chokehold
and I cannot escape
No matter what I do
it is too late my mate
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt
Verse 2:
I ask for assistance
but no one can help me
No matter what
I am a slave and never free
I am wasting away
and facing destruction
I am laced with anger
with anxiety in conjunction
Can you rid this pain
that lies within myself
I forbid you to wait
Please do tell
Little do you know
that I am so unstable,
mentally ill disabled
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt
I pout
Verse 3:
I am labeled bipolar
and I am sick in the head
My mind is messed up
My body has bled
Pull the trigger
and make it quicker
The plot gets thicker
the more I get sicker
There is a testament
to hopelessness and despair
I can no longer rest
for I cannot breathe any air
I live without love
Life really is too tough
Chorus:
I am in pain
and a little insane
I am feeling sad
Why is it driving me mad
I wish God could
drive away my tears
send away my fears
and end it all here
So now is the time
to walk the line
I am not fine
Will you hear me now?
Can you hear me shout?
My heart is pouring out
I am tired of living
I'm shifting in doubt
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11. |
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3/28/2020
"Wasting Away"
A B C C
A B A A
Verse 1:
Amongst the sheep
I hear you creep
Do not lead them in your sleep
I want to scream
when the fallen still redeems
Contemplate life
Why am I alive?
I just can't die
Is it wrong to be sick in the head?
Have this dread
Wish I was dead
I am miserable
Thinkin' out loud
Pacing and wasting away
Here I am, alive
but dead inside I say
It's not eerie
I feel so weary
Chorus:
Carry this burden
It's upon my chest
Life's not okay
So, I am wasting away
I stare into space
Or I endlessly pace
So, bare your energy
and sleep it all away
It is okay that you
aren't black or white
but only gray
Why am I alive?
I just don't know
I am dead inside
There is nothing there
Tomorrow is another day
Verse 2:
Sure, it will be a okay
This is all I got to say
End the pain
Feeling insane
Blankin' out
Just don't care
You are near
I want to wear
Cornered to
a space in the wall
Stare at it forever
till you stop it all
I love it at the worst
when I just don't care
I wait for it nah,
I begin to bear
Day in, day out
I work out all day
There I nothing to live for
I am in my ways
Chorus:
Carry this burden
It's upon my chest
Life's not okay
So, I am wasting away
I stare into space
Or I endlessly pace
So, bare your energy
and sleep it all away
It is okay that you
aren't black or white
but only gray
Why am I alive?
I just don't know
I am dead inside
There is nothing there
Tomorrow is another day
Hook:
Cry myself to
sleep every night
because I am always sad
There is only pain
in sight
Screaming God why
can’t you hear me now
I am just wondering
I have no meaning, how?
Here I am
Stuck again
Lost inside
All but lies
I cry today
A okay
Things aren’t right
Down outright
It is so lame
There is no reign
There is only shame
Verse 3:
Not in a sight
It's not right
Lost my mind
Do my time
With my rhymes
Drown in sin
From within
There’s no hope
Cannot cope
Cannot elope
For that I spoke
No to pain
Let it rain
All these stains
Cannot name
It is so lame
Got the game
I am shamed
From all the guilt
In my filth
It is a burning desire
To let you go
But deep down
Here is my frown
Chorus:
Carry this burden
It's upon my chest
Life's not okay
So, I am wasting away
I stare into space
Or I endlessly pace
So, bare your energy
and sleep it all away
It is okay that you
aren't black or white
but only gray
Why am I alive?
I just don't know
I am dead inside
There is nothing there
Tomorrow is another day
Ending:
Break into
Your mind and body
Else I will get trapped
And end up rotting
Does it ring a bell?
Or are you tone deaf?
In my home
I am here,
Just always alone
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12. |
TraVisT, KyoTicK - Vice
03:58
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03/31/2024
"Vice"
Cm B A Cm
Verse 1:
I have not won
the battle of life
I feel restricted
I'm caught in a vice
I am under the knife
for the rest of my life
My life is so black
with no help in sight
I've been on a med
for seven plus years
but in the end
it's gone defective
I sear
There are days in which
I cannot rest
and then there are nights where
I sleep more than less
Chorus:
I know I am a loser, man
but I am ticking in an hourglass
I am about to call it quits
and I can no longer last
All of the things I must do
are getting harder to beat
even while I walk
it is such a huge feat I must meet
Verse 2:
I say my business
is no longer finished
But as I prolong this battle
I can no longer win this illness
I spit and spat
crawling like a rat
waiting to parish
while in a trapped
I want to be spared
but I know life is not fair
I am no predator
but a prey I swear
I can't bare
Chorus:
I know I am a loser, man
but I am ticking in an hourglass
I am about to call it quits
and I can no longer last
All of the things I must do
are getting harder to beat
even while I walk
it is such a huge feat I must meet
Verse 3:
I aint always neat
sometimes I feel homeless
while on the street
My body is stained with blood
It smells and reaks
of barebones and little meat
The vultures are picking
at the scraps of my body
The pirahanas are swimming
while I'm rotting
I am anchored to the floor
and I cannot swim oh lord
Can you save me from my insanity
Chorus:
I know I am a loser, man
but I am ticking in an hourglass
I am about to call it quits
and I can no longer last
All of the things I must do
are getting harder to beat
even while I walk
it is such a huge feat I must meet
Verse 4:
My fate is already set
and I know I am damned
as I will always be wretched
So catch me while you can
while I walk the line
as I lose my mind
I am just a prisoner
in a cell
I am swarming in my thoughts
while I bake in a hell
I am always skating
on thin ice and
I am filled with gasoline
while I lose my self esteem
Chorus:
I know I am a loser, man
but I am ticking in an hourglass
I am about to call it quits
and I can no longer last
All of the things I must do
are getting harder to beat
even while I walk
it is such a huge feat I must meet
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13. |
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02/25/2024
"Shards of Thorns"
Em D C D
Verse 1:
Depressed for all the right reasons
Unrest escapes from treason
I am decaying in my mind
It draws the line
while in hell I can no longer find
myself I unwind
I testify to this predicament
that I will die from being spent
caused by this painful disorder
I am sickened and spent
It is pure mis order
It rises within myself
It's a wall of depression
As it takes its ascension
from my soul
I wish for a way
out of this hellhole
It scribes the uncanny scenario
of detrimental divisiveness
I am stuck demented from this
torment that breathes
It is so relentless
I cannot repent this
I hope that there will be relief
from this depressing list
Chorus:
Hey God, can you bring me peace?
And send away this misery
So, I can set myself free, you see
I am tired of the pain inside
I can no longer hide
from the damage
that brings me to die
Don't lie, I know you cry
cause you know in spite
that there is no hope
just tell me I'm right
I believe when I lie
I can sleep tonight
and just rest my eyes
and no longer do I fight
Verse 2:
It chokes me dry
I cannot find my alibi
I attest, time will tell
when I hit the sky
I find a plan to reveal the pain
to eliminate the stress in vain
The reason is sufficient but deadly
as I remorsefully regret what is said to me
It envelops me from where I am heading
Wait a minute and tell me
it is not the cause
I know there will be consequences
when I drive myself into the wall
Where I crash and burn
breaking my very bones
and brain to tell it all
that I just could not live
no more and rather delt the joker card
It was left out of the deck
and no longer in the game
meant to die and leave restrained
It's an ace in the hole
as the deuce strikes 3
He is out from breaking
such causality
Just let him die
and watch him bleed
do you see
Chorus:
Hey God, can you bring me peace?
And send away this misery
So, I can set myself free, you see
I am tired of the pain inside
I can no longer hide
from the damage
that brings me to die
Don't lie, I know you cry
cause you know in spite
that there is no hope
just tell me I'm right
I believe when I lie
I can sleep tonight
and just rest my eyes
and no longer do I fight
Verse 3:
The looking glass
stems a shattered rose
as the pedals share
shards of thorns
so thick it stings the skin
and blisters with sores
There is no beauty within
the beast you are dead inside
and for that you shall weep
Life is a memory in
this chaos called life
It does creeps
We all are born and
will die living this lie
God, I ask are you there?
I am tired of feeling down
from all of this despair
So, send me a sign that
will provide me some peace
before the ghost of evil
bears witness to my
spiritual pressure unleashed
Let me die a painless death
and put me to rest
one last single breath
Goodbye I say
and I hope you do hear me
that I done my best
I just wish you'd reward me, I say
But for now, what is done is done
No more ink anyway
Chorus:
Hey God, can you bring me peace?
And send away this misery
So, I can set myself free, you see
I am tired of the pain inside
I can no longer hide
from the damage
that brings me to die
Don't lie, I know you cry
cause you know in spite
that there is no hope
just tell me I'm right
I believe when I lie
I can sleep tonight
and just rest my eyes
and no longer do I fight
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14. |
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3/4/2024
"Dear Agony"
Am F G E
Verse 1:
Dear agony
I ask God
can you save me
from my total misery?
I am caught in life
and I cannot breathe
I am choking on devastation
and hell, I see
I lost my heart
from divine intervention
I tried to climb the ladder
to reach ascension
But I fell down
and broke my crown
Tumbling right
into the ground
I fell so hard
that I cracked my skull
And now my life
is forever dull
I tried to change myself
for the best
but these days
I often regress
Chorus:
There is no way out
I am shackled
My heart is pouring out
So, I know that
is why I shout
There is only pain
For that I'm insane
Will you follow me
to the end of time
I need your shine
So why did you
leave me to pieces
I am lost
It ceases
Verse 2:
I drive myself mad
on a daily basis
because I am sapped
from a dwindling oasis
I regret this so much
that I lost hope
So that is my reasoning
on why I cannot cope
Can you finally tell me
that I will find success
than the reason to incline
that I failed the test
There is a 1,000 ways to die
and here I ask for an alibi
for why I am still alive
I want to cry my life away
and maybe devour me I say today
Chorus:
There is no way out
I am shackled
My heart is pouring out
So, I know that
is why I shout
There is only pain
For that I'm insane
Will you follow me
to the end of time
I need your shine
So why did you
leave me to pieces
I am lost
It ceases
Verse 3:
Time to sleep in pain
while you deem in vain
I claim the right to sin
for that I am lost within
Get a job
and just live in a cog
Become a sheep
while misery creeps
Sleeping has become
such a nightmare
for hell is here
so, beware I swear
What is the best way
to wallow in tears?
I bet you cannot
find out I sear
Listen and hear
to your lord
before you end it
cause you are bored
There is a looking glass
that you must see
Cause inside of it bleeds
Chorus:
There is no way out
I am shackled
My heart is pouring out
So, I know that
is why I shout
There is only pain
For that I'm insane
Will you follow me
to the end of time
I need your shine
So why did you
leave me to pieces
I am lost
It ceases
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15. |
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3/24/2024
"My Shooting Star"
F D Bb C
Verse 1:
I ache for you
and I cannot let you go
Will you be with me
forever so
I believe in a miracle
and that is you
You are the brighest bulb
and that is true
I cannot forget
how pretty you are
You are the light
You are my shooting star
You came to me in a dream
You bring me up
Your my self esteem
Chorus:
You lift me up
when I fall down
You're so beautiful
You are my doll
I want to hold you,
kiss you
and never let you go
I need you so
I just know
Verse 2:
Time will tell
when I will let you know
Sooner or later
You make me feel whole
I call for you
from a mile away
Do not leave me
I ask you to stay
Let's be together forever
and never leave each other's side
Lets grow old
lets live long till we die
I cry
Chorus:
You lift me up
when I fall down
You're so beautiful
You are my doll
I want to hold you,
kiss you
and never let you go
I need you so
I just know
Hook:
When morning rise
I want to see your face
You give me peace
and you are my grace
When the sun sets
I know you're still there
I care for you
It's what we share
Verse 3:
Let us make memories
and lets us be friends
Let sail the seas
to the very end
It is to good to be so true
for that I knew
I do guess, you're my clue
You are a breath of fresh air
No matter what you bare
As I stare in to your eyes
My life never wears
Chorus [x2]:
You lift me up
when I fall down
You're so beautiful
You are my doll
I want to hold you,
kiss you
and never let you go
I need you so
I just know
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